Hello
fellow seeker. You can call me Philo. I am going to perform the greatest
demonstration of magic since the ancient days. My chief aim in this
demonstration is to serve as unequivocal and empirical evidence for
your inspiration on the path.
The idea is a simple
one and the following sentence contains the spirit of my purpose in an accurate
and powerful way. It is, "And now I have told you before it comes
to pass, that, when it is come to pass, you might believe." Many of you will recognize this to be a verse in the bible
at John 14:29. Correct. Don't confuse my reference of this verse of scripture
as my subscription to ANY religion. If anything I am just as frustrated
about religion as the very Jesus Christ was in his time.
My
plan is to describe, to those of you who will witness, exactly where my life is
right now. To tell you where it will go. Finally to achieve my own prophesy to a
degree that will be unarguably evident. The purpose of which will be
to provide you with the knowing that there is so much more to life than what we
normally think. To prove beyond a shred of doubt that we have access to
resources that are beyond our normal awareness. These resources are no secret
to those who live the life of their dreams. However I am keenly aware of how it
feels to be hopelessly disconnected from these resources. My gift to you is my
ability to observe nuances in the realm of consciousness several
interactions deep. By the way this has also been my curse. I will explain it as
we go on over the next weeks and months ahead. In addition to my deep
perception I have an innate knack for explaining things in a down-to-earth, in
your living room level. I promise you that you will get to know me quite
intimately, in time, and that this will serve you immensely. Through this
medium of communication I intend to engage the esoteric principle of "Ex
Unos Disce Omnis"; from one know all. I envision it to be of enormous
value to you if you are stuck at the belief level. Belief is the greatest
stumbling block on your path to self empowerment. I know that sounds counter
intuitive but we will have plenty of time to clarify this enormous and crucial
point.
The Greatest magic
trick ever!
SO, what will I
achieve when I succeed in showing you the greatest demonstration of magic ever?
Surely I won't be special in "turning my life around" or going from
"rags to riches". We all see this every day. The greatest magic trick
ever won't be my lifting myself up and achieving inexplicable success.
No. My greatest magic trick ever is to remove ANY DOUBT that life can and
should be a wonderful joyous experience. To make it soooo' EXPLICABLE that you
will become AWARE of the TRUTH BEHIND appearances. I will deliver to you
the KNOWING that YOU (the witness) can BE, DO, or Have any thing you DESIRE.
It's a case of, " if 'he' can do it, I KNOW I can!!!"
This is the Coolest reality
show ever!!
One of my greatest
frustrations was watching people all around me succeed and achieve
marvelous results, THEN write a book about EXACTLY HOW they did it. Only to
read it and apply some of the information with disappointing results. It was a
case of reading the recipe for lemongrass grilled salmon but not quite getting
what was in the picture. No matter how carefully I read the instructions and
prepared the ingredients, I kept getting soggy fish sticks! That phase of
my life lasted 16 years!! It took me to the depths of despair. I tried to
commit suicide several times since 2001. I have had major victories too. It
wasn't all bad. As a matter of fact I know now that it was none-bad. There
simply is no evolution without involution. I have earned hundreds of thousands
of dollars and had a fun ride often. Nevertheless I have always had a nagging
sensation that I was incomplete. That ever present din of self doubting
and unworthiness led me on the path to "self-help". I have
read over 1000 books on every topic imaginable. From simple goal setting to
esoteric mumbo jumbo that left me in a deep,
WTF?, type of consternation. But it's all come full circle now. I hit my lowest
point in life on June 27th 2012., less than a month ago today and from that
point I have started an upward spiral. That was the day that the last shred of
ego and delusion was forever pulverized from my consciousness.
I began my life that day for a second time. More accurately I died that
day for the first time. A couple of weeks later I get the inspiration to
do this blog and share this journey. My
inspiration is basically to demonstrate the highest of truth, the grand daddy
of all mystical and esoteric and "Secret" bullshit philosophies. The
illusive Primal CAUSE of ALL experiences and events. The EMPIRICAL cause
of everything that comes into experience. The Secret BEHIND THE SECRET. The cause
of all success and failure. Happiness and sorrow. Celebrity and loneliness.
HINT: It’s too obvious to discover. And no it’s Not the law of attraction although
the law of attraction is a most senior law.
Here
is the set up for my demonstration. As best as I can, I will provide
documentation and other evidence of my starting point in all the areas of my
life that I intend to lift up. These areas are Finances and Success (not the
same thing), Relationships and Health. Those are four areas where empirical evidence
can be attained. As you will get to know empirical evidence is my most
ardent driving desire. It's my soul's hunger. It's the result of all my
desperate seeking for validation of my own good, my worthiness. You will KNOW
at some point, just as I do now, that all of the power and validation and
worthiness are within YOU, NOW. Not in a fluffy Thursday night sermon sort of
way but a deeply embedded pit of the stomach way. Just as I now KNOW.
How
will I communicate?
It's
very important for you to know at this point right from the start that I have
no FU#$%& idea how I'm going to pull this off. I am not a tech savvy
person or a writer to any remarkable degree. I am however a great communicator
and I am passionate about this matter. That's all I knew in the
MOMENT this inspiration hit me which was roughly two weeks ago. From
then on I have thought about writing and posting videos. Seems like a good
start. The problem is that if you are reading this on Tuesday July
24th 2012, I don't know HOW to do any of that. Don't worry it will
all come together perfectly.
Where is my life
going? Where is it now?
Phase 1. Immediate
future.
Coming Finances. I will manifest a sum of money
adequate for my 4 y.o. son to get back to private pre-school. Secondly, that I
live in a stable home without the fear of imminent eviction. This
should be an intermediate home as my desired home is a little further ahead
than my current belief.
Current Finances: I
currently have $1.32 in my checking account at Capital One bank. and No cash. No
Cell phone. No Job. I live on $20 per day that my wife gives me to care for our
son. I routinely spend half of that on cigarettes and thankfully my son is 4
y.o. so his food intake is minimal. I currently pay no rent and it's not fun. In
6 days from now the lease is up for this apartment and I literally have no idea
what my next move is.
Coming Success. I do have ways to make money and
no it is not the selling of books or seminars on the law of attraction or
motivation. It is of supreme importance for me to demonstrate success away from
the established modality of self-help marketing. It would destroy my purpose to
show you that YOU can be do or have anything, right from where YOU are, if I
went the classic route of putting it into a book and selling it. How would you
KNOW that this was not the only way? This conundrum frustrated me for years. I
would learn and learn and learn and seek all for the purpose of getting good
enough to be an authority. That's if I ever achieved the authority to teach. As
you know, the feeling of 100% readiness never comes. That being said I won't
resist any money from anywhere. Just understand that as it stands right now I
have an idea and an established route to making money. I will point out that
this very same thing has been fruitless for the past 3 years. That's
my beginning and I know opportunities will arise.
Current Success. Although I have a deep rooted
knowing of success RIGHT THIS MOMENT, I will admit and prove that objectively I
am at a scorched-earth state of success. I currently count my breath and heart
beat as my greatest success (Keep this in Mind for the future). We will have
some fun with this as I get the hang of things and how to set this all in time
line form for posterity.
Coming relationships. I am one of the ex very popular
kids believe it or not. My coworkers use to call me P Diddy (as in Puff Daddy)
because I always had a party going. I am familiar with having an abundance of
friends and being highly social so I know people will come back as I come up.
Already I am meeting new people some of whom I have been aware of for months
but never said a word to me. (Keep this in mind).
Current
relationships. Now I have my son who is a pure
unconditional love. I have my wife who is the worst/best thing that ever
happened to me. Right now we are still in the many permutations of the
"worst of" phase. And my sister who is a shoulder to lean on in many
ways except emotionally. You'll probably get to know her, as a matter of fact I
hope you do. No one else is objectively "in my life" no offense to
the others I have left out for the purpose of blistering sincerity.
Coming Health. I will post pictures of this but
basically I am looking for a P90X sort of before and after affect. I won’t
describe it here since the pictures I post will explain everything.
Current Health. I am a pack a day smoker (Newport 100's) and I currently weigh 190
lbs 5'10". I am jogging frequently and can jog as far as 5 miles with no
problems. (Keep this in Mind).
Setting sail. Law of
Attraction proof!!!!
So there you have it,
the overall state of affairs and targets for phase one. I can see already how
exciting this will all become in time. As we go along I will be posting my take
on various aspects of universal laws and principles. I warn you now that my
style is on the frequency of the percussion section of life. I think this is
tremendous since a lot of the teachers out there are already in a state of
bliss and teach from that place. I found this was a great disadvantage when
life is happening to me in an urban environment with loud and in your face
circumstances all around. In other words you won't hear too many violin solos
in this concert. I expect the audience that I rendezvous with will be in the
middle of a life full of conflict and other loud distractions. They are seeking
a strong knowing voice to follow from some of those dark places and I am here
to be that voice.
It is imperative that
I put this on the first ever unedited page of this blog for future proof. Here
it is; my story will make it to the Ellen DeGeneres Show and in a very weird
universe I will co-produce a show or movie on the OWN network with Oprah that relates,
somehow, to what I am trying to accomplish here. I will detail to you many of
the additional manifestations that I intend to bring into the naked eye world,
as I like to call it. I will have a lot of material for you to dive into
including a homemade goal movie that will give you a perfect picture of where I
want to end up in the intermediate term. (After this desperate phase withers
off the vine) It is my prized creation because it is the
most technically complex thing I've done with a computer. (Don’t
laugh at me when you see it)
I suggest you
subscribe to the blog or RSS it or bookmark it, however you plan to keep track.
Just check in from time to time to track my progress and be inspired. I will be
using many current events and characters to draw parallels that
correspond to evidence of the Universal Laws and Principles. As a matter of
fact I think I just got the idea for my next post. (Keep that in Mind)
As I post into the
future keep in mind that these are my own dumb opinions from my own
observations and conclusions. Use them accordingly for now UNTIL you see the
proof. I put this warning here because of my own experience. In this great big
confusing world the first thing you should develop is discernment if
you will avoid going down many useless rabbit holes. BE
VERY CAREFUL WHO YOU LISTEN TO!!! You must know the tree by its
fruit. This is one of the strongest reasons I won't try to sell you a
book until we have the empirical proof that this demonstration will
provide. Once I have proven myself then I will sell all the books my heart
desires.
However I won't
hesitate to share with you real tried and tested material from all over the
world and from any time in history, IF I know it will help. Lest you waste
precious months of your time waiting for me to make my case. If I know it will
help you right from where you are I will tell it. After all we are all on our
own paths and my mistakes are mine. Luckily, "If the fool will persist in
his folly, he will become wise". - William Blake.
